Weekly Update

Weight: 211.4
Fat: 24.2

I’m a smidge worried now… In the last two days, I’ve lost over four pounds in weight. I’ve had a stomach issue the last few days, starting Saturday evening. Feeling better, at least. I keep getting cold sweats and hot flashes. My right jaw is painful now too.

This has to be the meds. I dunno…

My appointment is tomorrow.

On a completely different note, someone keyed my car strong enough to go clean to the metal. Here’s the kicker. I haven’t driven my car since the 25th of June. My anxiety has been that bad. In the time since my last appointment, I’ve not been out once by myself and only three times, if I recall correctly.

On the 25th of June, I had my doctor’s appointment. When I left, it wasn’t there. I’m confident about that. When I came home, it wasn’t there either. If I haven’t exposed my car to an area that could cause that kind of damage… that really only leaves one thought: someone in the neighborhood did it. That isn’t very pleasant to think about. She’s the cover on her now. I should have had the cover on all along, but I couldn’t get myself out the door to do it.

But, we’ll see if I can make it to the doc tomorrow. It seems to be very hit or miss weither the medication decides to work.

Until later, be safe and enjoy y’all’s days,


3 thoughts on “Weekly Update

    • To be honest, nightmare mess. But… recovering. Meds stopped having a good grip but psych ignored. Result? Told him to bugger off. Looking for another who will listen and actually treat my anxiety (which is a major issue that feds other issues) and actually work /with/ my cardiologist if needed.

      As it stands, I’m down on to one pill a day for psych med. Weening off it for clean slate. Feel better, but issues still exist. Partner thinks seeing a psychologist to talk about things will help. At this point, I’m willing to try anything. Very, very tired of this recurring mess. :-/ Good for a few days, bad for a few, good for a week, bad for a month…

      Things are improving. Will be starting up again on Monday. My b-day is coming up in Sept. I refuse to feel like shit. REFUSE. -huffs, crossing arms-

      Thank you for your concern. šŸ™‚ I know I’ve said it more than a few times, but it does mean a lot. šŸ˜€


      • If it wasn’t for your anxiety I would tell you to go outside and start walking or cycling again. Yes it’s hard to get out, but the physical excercise will actually give your mind some rest to cope with everything happening. I know you know, since you are a cyclist. But the anxiety won’t help much. Can’t imagine what that must be like, I always just want to be on some deserted island. No people, just nature. Preferably with rabbits and stuff. šŸ˜‰

        So, no good advise here. I hope your new psych listens a lot better.


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